Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.
But without faith it is impossible to please God; for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.
If you truly want to break through your addiction to mediocrity, your recovery must be spiritual. It doesn't necessarily involve going to church. That is good, but without a personal relationship with God, churchgoing is empty. Focus on what your soul hungers and thirsts for: to relate to God.
Talk to the Shepherd, Don't lie counting sheep; Talk to the Shepherd if you can't find sleep. Tell Him your burdens and pour out your soul;He'll alway hear you when you're in His fold. Talk to the Shepherd if sleep cannot come; Don't lie counting sheep, CHRIST is Balm. He'll calm all your fears and give you sweet peace, So talk to the Shepherd; He'll calm you to sleep.